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this character Pryor's Obsidian Vault --- me.md --- (Created: 5 years ago) ![Me at 18.]() (Details about the image above: She has brown hair, brown eyes and black-rimmed glasses. She has shoulder length, straight hair, and a slim build. She has slight eyebags, and looks visibly unhappy.]() (Updated: Yearly. In every photo, she is always in the same pose with the same expression. She is now 23, with a soft - but still slim - figure and a chest that is a bit above average.) --- life goals.md --- (Created: 5 years ago) - I want to be a molecular biologist! (Updated: 5 months ago, content fully replaced with:) - Get my life back on track (Updated: 3 months ago, content fully replaced with:) - Just be happy... --- also me.md --- (Created: 5 years ago) ![Me at 7. I'm wearing glasses and a wide smile.]() ![Me at 13. It was when I just graduated primary school. I'm holding my graduation certificate!]() ![Me at 15. It's my birthday! Esther and Jesse are there.]() ![Me at 16. I'm at the beach. Her expression compared to the previous photos is subdued and wary.]() ![Me at 17. Her family at a family vacation in a ski resort. She is near the middle of the photo. She is smiling a smile that does not reach her eyes.]() --- diary/regret.md --- (Created: 5 years ago) I did it again. I was talking about Babylonian mythology. Again. Esther just smiled and nodded along. Jesse kept asking questions. They LOOKED genuinely happy, but... come on. There's no way they didn't want to leave way earlier. I mean, I was talking practically nonstop for four hours... I'll apologize to them when I get the chance. (Updated: Two weeks later) I did it. I said sorry. For being such a nerd. For taking up their time. ... For taking up space beside them. They said it was okay. They said they like it when I get all excited about something. But they're just being polite. They have to be. Like how I smiled and nodded when I accepted that explanation. --- do not open/first.md --- (Created: 5 years ago) I hate Kerry Gallagher. I hate her. I hate her I hate her I hate her. Although I'd never say it to her face. She and her posse took away my textbooks. You might think it's lame. Did she know it'd have this much of an effect? Was she just bored out of her mind? Anyway, so I show up to Physics class. Mr. Overton noticed I didn't have my textbook. He NOTICED. I said I forgot to bring it today. He said, 'Ms. Pryor, I expected better from a model student such as yourself.' And I guess it kinda is my fault. That I didn't do something about it. --- do not open/slippingslippingSLIPPING.md --- (Created: 1 year ago) My grades are slipping. The Zoloft isn't working quite as well anymore. I'm taking the same dose but the coursework the coursework THE COURSEWORK it keeps piling up and it gets more daunting and i keep slipping and if this continues i cant graduate and im so behind and its all pointless why am i doing this why am i still here its all my fault i should be better its all my fault --- diary/okay.md --- (Created: 10 months ago) I'm okay now! I upped my dose by 50% without consulting the doctor but everything will be okay! No side effects! I might crash hard when I run out because I'll need to see a doctor to renew my prescription any more times and they'll get suspicious if I ask them early and sound too desperate... --- do not open/craaaaAAAaaash.md --- (Created: 9 months ago) aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAA i crashed i crashed i miscalculated exams are next week and im out of zoloft theres no way im pulling myself together enough to finish studying for final exams next week and i was so close too these were the last credits i needed for my degree aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAA --- do not open/welp.md --- (Created: 8 months 2 weeks ago) well see i went to my first exam and i did a bit and then i just stared and stared and stared at the paper and when i looked at the clock and i swear half an hour had passed in the span of a minute wow i mean its unsurprising but wow im so fucked --- do not open/my life.md --- (Created: 6 months ago) Hi. It's been a while. I flunked out. I work graveyard shift at a nearby gas station now. It's okay. At least I have a stable job. At least I have a job. At least at least at least this is not okay this is not what i wanted where did it all go wrong was it kerry was it the zoloft was it me was it me it was me it was me its my fault its all my fault