Vivian

Vivian didn't want to get up. She wanted to sleep in, and just hold her baby in her arms as long as she could. Vivian could feel the warm of kamu, as they laid in her arms. She pulled them closer, feeling their head rest against her heart. She soon felt a sting, one that often came unexpectedly. It was guilt, guilt that she didn't treat her first daughter like this. She had various thoughts run through her head, telling her that she was a bad mother, that she didn't deserve kamu.
Vivian wanted to scream, but the warmth of her sleeping child in her arms helped her. She brought her head to kamu's head, and used her baby to focus on the now. "My darling. I don't know what I would do without you." Vivian mumbled, letting the love for kamu wash over and ease her guilty mind.
After a few minuets, she sat up, soon brushing kamu's hair out of their face. "Morning my baby." Vivian said in a soft voice.